I started with “Hello” it was my first word and for you too. And now I want to continue till I say goodbye with peaceful. Yesterday I realized a sentence on the Nuno´s t-shirt It said that “Every volunteer has a story to tell” yes it is a real we have got our stories to tell the others so I decided to write it
Actually I didn`t like a lot of my first article, I tried to write simply. But now I really want to be powerful for can tell my continuing sentence. I know to it will be surprising, exaggerated or just stupidly for you but I want to you understand me and hear my voice.
What is the “freedom” for you or how we can achieve it? Everyone is free when it`s their own that is to say real self.
Are you afraid of die when you can`t live with something you want to live?
Think a singer will never sing again, a dancer will never dance, a bird will never fly again and if a dog never barks again, how we can say we are free and “where is the freedom?” That`s, when I thought this things I decided to say this to myself “just find a cave and live in it” That`s my story`s summary, growing in a small village and not allowed to go to school in spite of this achieve to come here (Portugal). It is really important for me but for you a sentence will be enough for explaining this case “a girl came from Turkey for her internship” but I think to you must know to what is happening at the background. There are a lot of problems in my country; political conflicts, racism, homophobia ect. Think that I couldn´t speak my mother language because of I´m a Kurdish, a unfair government, insensitive people in addition to this being a girl… In my family everything is difficult for girls. You can´t choose your sexuality but you have to live as a slave, you can´t prefer anything for your life. And for women always there are violence, murder, rape, torture… If you are a woman; you can´t go out, you can´t have friends specially having boyfriends, you have to cover yourself and other rules. There is not women´s right for them. When you can be free in this case? Your all dreams are empty and they are killing whole goodness inside yours. Damn it! I don´t your language so that I can´t explain myself clearly. I tried to persuade my family for coming here but they didn´t let me and I just did it myself without my family they are really angry to me, perhaps I will live same destiny with other girls in my country. It is not a happy ending. I don’t know to what will happen after three months, I just feel like a butterfly and I don’t want to cry!
