A month mark

Let’s talk about what is happening in the head of a chaotic person in less than a month in portugal. Let’s keep it real. It was not that easy to adjust to the new, it’s never easy and it’s not about you hating the change or the new place, city, or even the people. It’s about the feeling of lostness that was always with you. As a big shadow above your shoulder. And it’s hard to manage being a chaotic person and lost at the same time. And it’s hard to be yourself because you chose to leave what was called a support system to find yourself and your passion, and you don’t want to let yourself down, doing this to find what you like the most in your work experience and specialty. And taking that step of leaving your room that is filled with things I love and leaving your safe zone to start a new journey here.   

And about this journey

In the first week of being here I broke my phone screen and it stopped working, then I couldn’t fixit, and found nice, not so nice people who tried to scam me. Then I broke another phone, at this point I was amazed and baffled. I don’t know if it’s just a bad couple of weeks or just bad luck. Or bout.I wish my chaotic story ended in that, and if you know me, you would know that’s not the end of it. I had to fight with a crazy old red headed lady.

looking forward for the rest of my story here.