merhaba!

hello everybody,
I am Yasemin from Turkey, doing EVS in RATO for março jovem (youth march) which sounds really exciting to me, to be in a festival which consists plenty of art events.. I arrived here 15th day of February, on which I was really excited and happy to see a new country and new culture, new people with different aspects. Well, actually it was my only dream since my childhood, I just wanted not to live in a very small point of the world, but in different places as long as I am alive. So this was a very big chance for me. And I am here since then, but I will not be able to continue writing with a very good mood now. Yes, It made me know more about myself, and realize in which conditions I can achieve my dreams, and with which conditions I can live more relaxed and happily. Well, yeah I knew I could not live with very ordinary people, who have the same thoughts as other, who are the copy of their parents, who do not create new ideas for their way of lives but just following the other ideas which were created for themselves. So that is why I am not much happy those days, and why I felt like “lost” when I lost my wallet. I urgently meet some people who are more like themselves, with new ideas, of course with some anarchy, and hatred to those people who does not think deeply about the world`s biggest problems.
Maybe I should not have written those kind of depressed thoughts here, but this is just how I feel right now.. So, hope to write better ones as soon as possible.